::My Days::

Lonely

2007-07-01T07:33:00.000+03:00

Went to watch a concert with two of my friends. Its a Play! Video Game Orchestra. A very interesting one I must say. They were showing all the video clips of the games and performance was very well done.

Lately I've been feeling lonely. Seeing less friends nowadays due to work. It has drained all my energy to just hang out after work with friends. How pathetic. Wondering things will be like this going forward.

Spent most of my Sundays taking a break from all the routinity on weekdays!

Dinner

2007-03-13T19:22:00.000+03:00

Went out to have dinner with colleagues & my ex darling boss who's leaving next week. Gonna miss her a lot. Time flies. A lot has changed. And guess what? I'm getting older as well definitely, which I'm very scared of. I wish time would just stop still and never move cos there are so many more things that I wanna do before I get old. *laugh*

Westlife Face to Face Tour 2006

2006-09-09T04:18:00.000+03:00

8 Sept 2006 - Westlife's here again! Watched them live in concert. The 4 boys dance a lot lately. Better music, better performance, better songs, better AUDIENCE. lol. Less screaming fans, and to my surprise, there were lots of adults. I expected it to be lots of screaming teenage girls fans. Well i was wrong. Very nice and great concert. Looking forward to the next concert ;)

Pirates of the Caribbean

2005-12-13T18:58:00.000+03:00

My company held a party last night on a ship which was sooo much fun! It's for Christmas, by the way. We really had lots of fun. We travelled to nearby islands and came back almost midnight. Most of the people made the effort to dress as pirates which was cool, and there're prizes for best costumes too.

Had dinner, gift exchanging, and games which were kinda silly but fun still. i just love it. Hoping for more, but Christmas is only once a year, isn't it? Gathering with colleagues are fun :)

But as expected, all of us were exhausted, even until now. It's a Monday night, what do we expect? And we got to go back to the office on Tuesday. Poor us :(

The Idea of North

2005-12-08T19:19:00.000+03:00

Before I forgot, I want to record down what I did last Saturday, watching an acappella concert by The Idea of North at UCC. They sing so well. Their arrangement, harmony, everything fits into place. i just like them so much. That's one of the best concerts I've ever attended. Thanks to Shirley for the ticket. Managed to get their autograph CD after the concert. Yay! Lovely group! I'm just so amazed. The effect is still on me till now :S

2005-12-07T18:34:00.000+03:00

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long.

Looking back I could have played it differently
One of few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well.
Wasn’t it good? oh so good
Wasn’t he fine? oh so fine
Isn’t it madness he can’t be mine?

But in the end he needs
A little bit more than me
More she needs security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well.

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide.

Looking back I could have played it differently
Could have played things some other way.
Learn about the man before
I fell I was just a little careless
But I was ever so much younger then.
I was so much younger then
Now at least I know I know him well
Wasn’t it good? oh so good
Wasn’t he fine? oh so fine

Isn’t it madness he won’t be mine?
Didn’t I know how it would go?
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart?
Wasn’t he fine? isn’t it madness
He won’t be mine?
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More she needs security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
It took time to understand me
I know him so well.

The lyric is just so good that I need to keep it in my journal. From Barbara Streisand "I Know Him So Well"

:|

2005-09-13T19:25:00.000+03:00

I was sleeping quite late last night cos I was playing games. As a result, I fell asleep in the office after lunch while I was on the phone waiting for the other end to answer my call. My boss from the other end of the table called me and asked me "Suzanna, suzanna, are you sleeping?" I was sooooooooooo embarrassed!!! I told her "no, just that no one was answering my call" In fact I was really sleeping. Gosh! First time ever! I hope it won't repeat again.

Lately...

2005-09-03T21:31:00.000+03:00

I am not feeling good lately. Faced with lots of conflicts with my pal. The good thing is I've learnt to love my office. Last Friday we were packing cos we're moving office! We're moving to BOC building which is so much nearer to mrt. I don't need to run like a crazy woman rushing to office anymore. lol. Things have been tough lately but I'm trying to survive. Life goes on. Next week is the last week of my probation. Will I stay or will I get kicked out? We will find out..haa.

Quite amazed Wei Lian actually won Project Superstar. I feel so very happy for him :) Used to see him at jurong east mrt station performing. Guess he won't be there anymore and no more coins! but big bucks now!

Work

2005-07-31T05:51:00.000+03:00

Having spent 2 months now in my new workplace help me keep thinking whether that is for me. Probation period is almost over now but I still don't think I belong there. People who have different views from me. Working environment is really one of my considerations whether to stay or not, other than the job itself. On the other hand, I learn a lot from the company, and there's still alot to learn.

School days might be the one of the best days. Working life is driving me crazy. Having to wake up by the ringing of an alarm clock every morning is really not something I expect. Weekends mean alot to me right now. I do not have as much time to catch up with friends as I did when i was studying. Time spent in the office really drains my energy left for the day

ANGRYYYYYYYYYY

2005-06-12T04:49:00.000+03:00

Just got a call from the music sch asking me to go down to give lesson for today until 5 P.M cos the teacher can't go down today!! i'm soooooooo tired but I can't reject as well. This whole week has been my very first week in my new job. Nice working environment and nice colleagues, but tough job! I'm still learning and enjoying it anyway. But for this job I need to wake up very early in the morning cos everyone is supposed to be there at 8:20 A.M! Gosh! I was late for my first 2 days! =(

Well well very tired now. Gonna bathe and go teaching now..

zzzzzz

2005-06-04T18:27:00.000+03:00

I'm so exhausted. Spent the night at Oreo's place. We talked till very late at night and I woke up veryy early in the morning then went off to the bank to work. After that I got to teach piano. *fainted*

Had a meeting with all the piano teachers from the school. The school came up with decisions to have some gathering, activities, and concerts which I think will be of much fun! Looking forward to it :)

I'm gonna hit the bed now. Nitez......

Blessed the Broken Road

2005-06-01T18:25:00.000+03:00

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Love this song very very much.

Singing mode

2005-05-31T19:25:00.000+03:00

Went round and round this evening exploring wisma atria, wanted to shop for working clothes but alas didn't manage to find any due to my size which is way too smallll :( Gonna try again everyday till I find them and am satisfied with them.

I saw Utt this afternoon during my lunch time. We walked past each other just now and I noticed he ain't as tall as I thought he was. And to my surprise he looked fat!!!!!! Well this isn't my first time bumping into him but I swear he is different every now and then. But well his face is still as cute. Haha.

Meanwhile I'm listening to Carrie Underwood's songs (songs she sang for American Idol competition). Like her alot! I guess her songs are just my type ;)

Going to leave the bank in 2 days time. I must say I have fun time working there, getting a change to get to know all the nice colleagues over there. Gonna miss them lots.

Waiting and waiting

2005-05-29T08:44:00.000+03:00

I'm here at home waiting for the old man a.k.a our owner to come and repair my toilet and the kitchen light. We have been cooking in the dark for almost one week now.
Old man is so old and senile he forgot to keep his promise to reach here by 1 or 2. I am stuck in my flat waiting and am not able to go out.

The worst thing is old man doesn't know how to make calls. He has our number but he will never call us. Funny eh?

Unhappy

2005-05-27T17:26:00.000+03:00

After a phone call with my future boss, I am suddenly feeling anxious and not very happy cos of some remark he gave. I called to ask whether there is any medical benefit offered by the company cos it's not stated at all in the offer letter. Maybe it's partly my fault, but I guess he needed not be so direct. After all I haven't started working yet. Was just calling to clarify.

Not very happy as well having them sent me an offer letter using a recycled paper. My god. C'mon, even if it's a mistake, will it be tolerated? Too bad I'm just someone who is looking for a job in that company. Else I will have written a super long complaint letter. Haha

I'll just try my luck. Hoping to do well and am able to do something to impress him. SIGH.

Sleepy mode

2005-05-23T09:41:00.000+03:00

Went outing with friends yesterday. Had our lunch then went to party world KTV having our good time there. Went to this NANA restaurant for dinner after that. A whole bunch of us. lol.

Had so much fun and I fell so sick and exhausted after that that I couldn't do anything when I got back home but sleep. Woke up this morning feeling good. Had more than enough sleep. I can't remember the last time I got to sleep for such long hours. Gonna spend quiet time at home today. Long weekend is finally over! =(

Eeeww!!

2005-05-21T19:08:00.000+03:00

In the midst of teaching a kid just now, when there're just the two of us in a small airconditioned room, the primary 4 kid farted! And as soon as he did, I turned to look at him with my eyes wide opened and he quickly admitted 'it wasn't me'. I wanted to laugh, but i didnt. Instead, I asked "so it's me?" haha. I really couldn't help it. I held my breath and continued teaching. Isn't it quite an experience? Lol.

Today was fun! Met friends after teaching and walked around, had dinner, jokes and ended up at Alley Bar drinking and witnessing girls doing their so called belly dancing.

And I am still very excited knowing that I got myself another job and I'm leaving the bank soon! I don't know for sure but I think i'm gonna love my new workplace alot! Will start with training on June 6, so I'll have sometime off before I really start working. *winks* quite nervous though.

Wide Awake

2005-05-14T13:54:00.000+03:00

Here I am on a Saturday morning wide awake creating this blog! Had lots of them but still can't get enough of them. I love dropping by here just to register my current thoughts and feelings. Two days ago I just lost my little baby a.k.a my mobile phone. Lost all my photos inside, which keep memories of lovely days in the past two years, including my uni life
:(

Enjoying my stay in the new flat too. Just hoping that tomorrow will always be a better day!